i just don’t know.
for sometime now i’ve not updated this blog. but hey today’s christmas right. ok i’m don’t exactly celebrate it, well not for what its supposed to be but well we’re friggin malaysian. i don’t need a reason to enjoy time with my friends right?
so anyway, i’m just a little ticked off at the moment. not because of what happened today or something that happened the day before. it’s more like a build up of everything since god knows when. well when i started writing this blog after putting a halt th the others before this, i originally planned not to write anything personal on here.. but what the heck i feel things too..
what’s brought all this feelings back was because, once i told a couple of friends that i really loved a certain vehicle, of a certain style of a certain age. in fact i was so specific that i even let them know the make, the model and the year it came in to production. and hey, i’ve been in love with this ‘thing’ since what?? since when i was fifteen. and yeah i love it more then just what it is, i love it for what it represents etc. i mean i really love it… i lust for it.. i lose sleep over it. especially now, since the opportunity is here for me to obtain on of those sexy beasts. but i can’t help but feel some slight angst to those who once made fun of me.. for actually liking something thats older then they are (and their age are like.. what.. nearly 30s).
i don’t see why they should judge me in that way. so yeah i like it. you may not. which is fine. but you don’t have to degrade me for something i admire. to me. it embodies style, taste etc. i love it for what it is, and what i want to make it. now that i can afford things that i really want, i’m buying things that i can actually express myself thru, i’d very much rather myself then some generic dude thats walking down the street in the wira’s and what not (no i’m not insulting those who drive wira’s… i’m merely stating that i walk a different path)
anyway, this post has no actual substance whatsoever. if there’s anyone reading this. i’m soooo sorry for wasting your time. but again. i’m just writing this to express something thats it 
tango alpha twenty two… i really can’t wait to have you. and i hope i do. and i hope i am worthy enough to own you. (shit i’m talking to a car.. i’m going nuts!!!)